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Thank you!
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To everyone who has welcomed me back to DA.
I'll be around much more often in the coming weeks, so keep an eye out for new uploads.
Thank you again:
Renee
I'll be around much more often in the coming weeks, so keep an eye out for new uploads.
Thank you again:
Renee
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Reinvention is Reincarnation
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www.reneeblaine.com
reneeblaine.livejournal.com - for all the model drama.
wrongfromgo.livejournal.com - for the passion, the poetry and the porn.
I write, I occasionally create art, I model, I dance, I am a fetish performer, and occasionally, I am just that damn special.
reneeblaine.livejournal.com - for all the model drama.
wrongfromgo.livejournal.com - for the passion, the poetry and the porn.
I write, I occasionally create art, I model, I dance, I am a fetish performer, and occasionally, I am just that damn special.
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Walk Away
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fallingtofly.bravehost.com/Wal…
That's my Shade flash for now. I wanted to put Weapon up, but it's too long, and won't upload until I buy webspace.
Tell me what you think.
That's my Shade flash for now. I wanted to put Weapon up, but it's too long, and won't upload until I buy webspace.
Tell me what you think.
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I have some weird stuff going on...
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So I'm just going to copy my most recent LJ entry into here and let everyone stew over it. Really, it's no big deal, it's just life as usual.
So, everyone is wondering what's going on and where I've been.
This is just a random let everyone what is going on thing. No big deal, but it may help explain why things are so complicated and I'm so far away and behind on everything.
Here's the deal folks.
I have been sick for a while now. It's not something I want to get into, or really discuss with anyone, which is why no one has been told. I know a lot of people have been getting pissed off at me for disappearing at random moments, for not following through on things, and I really, really am sorry. With what's going on, I sometimes just can't, and I have been trying. I can't seem to stop trying, and when I can't do it, it just depresses me and makes everything else worse. That whole episode with the tooth? It's a side effect of what's going on, and it'll probably happen again, so if I start screeching like a banshee in pain, that's why.
Other than personal health and some really interesting personal issues that have evolved lately, things are doing okay. I have healthy kids and healthy horses, which is important to me right now, but I also have some very fucked up things going on in my family, immediate and otherwise. Some of you know that my mother has SLE lupus, and it has been kicking her ass for a few years now. It looks like it's finally starting to affect her mental abilities, which is part of the major upheavals around here. There are also issues on my husband's side of the family, and with several of my friends that are as close as family to me. I don't always get the chance to say "I have to go" when something goes wrong around here, and sometimes I can't manage to edge a phone call to let you know what's going on between work, the kids, and the other shit that's piling up around here.
Speaking of work, we have a mare due to foal any minute now. I've gotten three false alarms so far, gone to help in case something went wrong, and the damn horse decided not to have the baby after all. Stuck up little thing that she is, she wants to do it the way she wants to do it, apparently. She'll probably foal tonight or tomorrow, considering the way she was acting this morning. My lesson schedule has gotten screwed to hell and back, and the Derby is tomorrow. Oh, and it's time to worm again and the farrier didn't show up. Ah, the joys of working with horses.
Now for some of the really big, shocking news: I am actively pursuing a publishing deal right now. I've contacted the people I decided to try to go with, and they've expressed interest, enough that they want me to have it ready for them to go over in its entirety. It's not anything anyone has seen in my previous writing, so those who think "OMG! She's publishing ALSIAM! WITHOUT ME!" can chill. It has nothing to do with Drakalen and Ashlee's story. I wouldn't DO that to you guys.
If I do get published, I expect you guys to contribute to my boys' college funds by buying a copy, lol. If I don't, at least I tried. I'm putting all editing, and writing anything but what is being submitted, on hiatus for the next little bit. Everyone is welcome to call, or write, or send me nasty hate mail to tell me how much that sucks, but I have to do it. Otherwise, I'll never be able to finish what has to be finished.
I love all of you to death, and I'm sorry that I've been such a cold bitch lately. I'm trying to get better, I swear!!
So, everyone is wondering what's going on and where I've been.
This is just a random let everyone what is going on thing. No big deal, but it may help explain why things are so complicated and I'm so far away and behind on everything.
Here's the deal folks.
I have been sick for a while now. It's not something I want to get into, or really discuss with anyone, which is why no one has been told. I know a lot of people have been getting pissed off at me for disappearing at random moments, for not following through on things, and I really, really am sorry. With what's going on, I sometimes just can't, and I have been trying. I can't seem to stop trying, and when I can't do it, it just depresses me and makes everything else worse. That whole episode with the tooth? It's a side effect of what's going on, and it'll probably happen again, so if I start screeching like a banshee in pain, that's why.
Other than personal health and some really interesting personal issues that have evolved lately, things are doing okay. I have healthy kids and healthy horses, which is important to me right now, but I also have some very fucked up things going on in my family, immediate and otherwise. Some of you know that my mother has SLE lupus, and it has been kicking her ass for a few years now. It looks like it's finally starting to affect her mental abilities, which is part of the major upheavals around here. There are also issues on my husband's side of the family, and with several of my friends that are as close as family to me. I don't always get the chance to say "I have to go" when something goes wrong around here, and sometimes I can't manage to edge a phone call to let you know what's going on between work, the kids, and the other shit that's piling up around here.
Speaking of work, we have a mare due to foal any minute now. I've gotten three false alarms so far, gone to help in case something went wrong, and the damn horse decided not to have the baby after all. Stuck up little thing that she is, she wants to do it the way she wants to do it, apparently. She'll probably foal tonight or tomorrow, considering the way she was acting this morning. My lesson schedule has gotten screwed to hell and back, and the Derby is tomorrow. Oh, and it's time to worm again and the farrier didn't show up. Ah, the joys of working with horses.
Now for some of the really big, shocking news: I am actively pursuing a publishing deal right now. I've contacted the people I decided to try to go with, and they've expressed interest, enough that they want me to have it ready for them to go over in its entirety. It's not anything anyone has seen in my previous writing, so those who think "OMG! She's publishing ALSIAM! WITHOUT ME!" can chill. It has nothing to do with Drakalen and Ashlee's story. I wouldn't DO that to you guys.
If I do get published, I expect you guys to contribute to my boys' college funds by buying a copy, lol. If I don't, at least I tried. I'm putting all editing, and writing anything but what is being submitted, on hiatus for the next little bit. Everyone is welcome to call, or write, or send me nasty hate mail to tell me how much that sucks, but I have to do it. Otherwise, I'll never be able to finish what has to be finished.
I love all of you to death, and I'm sorry that I've been such a cold bitch lately. I'm trying to get better, I swear!!
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So today...
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Someone found out that a website that is a bait and switch site has stolen a shit load of stories from Literotica. What a bloody pain in the ass.
And to top that off, this one bitch will not shut the fuck up trying to turn a helpful thread for those who may have been ripped off into a flame thread, because apparently, she doesn't like my name.
Some people just make me sick... let's throw the good of others out the window just so I can bitch about the girl who I would make four of, because how dare she be skinny and intelligent too!
Fucking troll.
And to top that off, this one bitch will not shut the fuck up trying to turn a helpful thread for those who may have been ripped off into a flame thread, because apparently, she doesn't like my name.
Some people just make me sick... let's throw the good of others out the window just so I can bitch about the girl who I would make four of, because how dare she be skinny and intelligent too!
Fucking troll.
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